People always say that change is a good thing, but what it really means is that something you didn't want to happen, has happened.
- You've Got Mail
My life is so.. different right now then I thought it would be at this point. If you would have asked me 1 year ago, a month ago, even two weeks ago what I thought I would be doing this week, there is no chance that I would have had any idea. I guess that's what life is about though. Change just makes people stronger. I have realized that the one thing that I can take with me no matter where I am at and no matter what I am going through is my relationship with God. I have been trying really hard to make this relationship better, and my life has been a lot more calm since I have been doing this. I've come to the realization that I honestly have about 5% control over what happens in my life and that all I can do is hope that things work out, and live faithfully until they do work out. I was starting to feel sorry for myself and felt like I was being picked on, but I realized that everything is happening for a reason and that I am going to be that much stronger because of everything that is going on. I can't wait to see what the future holds for me. I have a new faith that everything will work out how its supposed to and that in the end, I am gong to be happy for eternity. I just need to stop wishing eternity would come faster and just enjoy the ride there.
Hey Markell, I just saw your post about the Jazz Festival. That's cool Derek played in it. I have good memories from going to that because that was the first time Rachel and I ever hung out outside of the institute building.
ReplyDeleteI hope you're enjoying Moscow, I loved it up there. Too bad we left right before you got there.
-Brett
This is the nicest blog you've ever written. I can see such a change on your outlook on life. Live here is really a part of eternity, so just be happy with where you are today. Grandma Fuller
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